you're probably thinking i've forgotten all about you by now , but that is far from it . i have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts , but i'm getting better . i continue to smile and go on without you . i know i have missed you , but i have kept it all inside , only for me to know . i still wonder about you , how you are , what you're doing , what we used to talk about , the laugh in your voice , just everything . i miss it all . however , i feel that part of us ending was for the best , because everything happens for a reason , right ? should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future , that is when i will see you again . until then , remember this ; no matter what , even through the fights , disagreements , mistakes and the tears we've cried , never , ever did i give up on you , so if you ever need a helping hand , do not hesitate to ask . i may be far away , but i am always in reach .