once a while in our life , or maybe more than once we all experienced it before . that feeling , of waiting his replies on Whatsapp is tormenting . the moment when you knew he was online and you couldn't talk to him . his "last seen" was too obvious that he wasn't replying you . when does it all happened ? is this again that feeling ? it has been yesterday i thought i was happy living my life , eager wanted to explore the world but there you go , suddenly appear right in front of my eyes . every girl dreams to have a nice boyfriend , but they always say , "there is no rainbow without a little bit of rain" . i don't know whether i am ready to be in another relationship . or maybe i was never been ready before . most of my close friends are in a relationship and they are all too busy to even care about others . i longed to share my thoughts and feelings to some of them but seems like we couldn't connect at all . i guess we all have to go through it all by ourselves . how i wished i am occupied with some routine now as to forget this feeling . as some may called it , "infatuation" .

你愛上的我 by 張智成

One day you screaming you love me loud

The next day you're so cold

One day you here

One day you there 

One day you care

You're so unfair."