once a while in our life , or maybe more than once we all experienced it before . that feeling , of waiting his replies on Whatsapp is tormenting . the moment when you knew he was online and you couldn't talk to him . his "last seen" was too obvious that he wasn't replying you . when does it all happened ? is this again that feeling ? it has been yesterday i thought i was happy living my life , eager wanted to explore the world but there you go , suddenly appear right in front of my eyes . every girl dreams to have a nice boyfriend , but they always say , "there is no rainbow without a little bit of rain" . i don't know whether i am ready to be in another relationship . or maybe i was never been ready before . most of my close friends are in a relationship and they are all too busy to even care about others . i longed to share my thoughts and feelings to some of them but seems like we couldn't connect at all . i guess we all have to go through it all by ourselves . how i wished i am occupied with some routine now as to forget this feeling . as some may called it , "infatuation" .

你愛上的我 by 張智成