i constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes . do they think i have it easy ? do they think i have nothing going on for myself ? or are they fascinated with who i am ? the thing is that no one will ever know my whole story . no one will ever know the things i had to overcome . not even my closest friends , not even my own family . the thing is that people are so quick to judge nowadays . you only see a person from what they want and allow you to see . i always try to look as tough as i can , and i guess that's my way that everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay . that i never go through anything . if only everyone knew how broken i am , and how i'm holding on for dear life on this one last stand that's recently become very delicate . the truth is that no one really knows me . no one will ever know me , and sometimes that scares me , because no one will ever know why i am the way i am .


days passed unknowingly . we are all grown up now . feelings and memories change . the way we think also changes as time passes . unlike the us 10 years ago , when we are just 10 years old passing each day happily without any worries . its so different now . we tend to live each day catching up with our dreams and often neglect those little things . i always wonder why things become so complicated as we grew older . although there is positivity in us , the problem still exist . in reality , the problem doesn't go away and keep bugging us . i wonder why and when it will be solved .