Friday, May 15, 2009 \\ 0 comment(s)
i've been fallen for him since that day. i feel so useless, cant do the right thing. just hoping i will find 'him' one day. its hard you know. cos i cant tell him my true feelings. thinking of him day and night make me feel so weak. have been suffering for weeks. i dont know what his love has done to me. emo-ing whenever i think of him. hoping one day when i watch him walk away, i can say "i'm fine without you." cos everything is changed and he is acting so strange. maybe it's safe to say that i'm ready to let him leave. it never crossed my mind at all, that's what i tell myself, what we had has come and gone. he's better off with someone else, it is for the best, i know it is.. everytime i try to hide what i feel inside. seeing other people with their loved ones so happy yet so long, wondering why i cant have it too? maybe i'll regret everything i've said one day and there's no way to take it all back. then i'll be on my own, how i let him go, i'll never understand.
"can u live without me?"
p.s. im waiting for your reply.
p.s. im waiting for your reply.
Monday, January 19, 2009 \\ 0 comment(s)
When i think of the stranger,
i can see him leading the group of gorgeous girls
i can smell his branded, sweet-smelling cologne
i can feel the ego feeling in him
i can taste the softness of his lips against mine
i will not cry, i will not cry...
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When i think of the bed,
i can see the loneliness in her eyes
i can smell the salty-tears of sadness in the room
i can feel the sorrow of the past in her heart
i can taste the sadness in her
cause the feeling is the same as in my heart...
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If everything was opposite,
you would be here
and i would be there.
The past would be now,
and the pain would be joy.
You would not have gone,
and we two would be one.
i can see him leading the group of gorgeous girls
i can smell his branded, sweet-smelling cologne
i can feel the ego feeling in him
i can taste the softness of his lips against mine
i will not cry, i will not cry...
___________________________________________________________
When i think of the bed,
i can see the loneliness in her eyes
i can smell the salty-tears of sadness in the room
i can feel the sorrow of the past in her heart
i can taste the sadness in her
cause the feeling is the same as in my heart...
___________________________________________________________
If everything was opposite,
you would be here
and i would be there.
The past would be now,
and the pain would be joy.
You would not have gone,
and we two would be one.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 \\ 0 comment(s)
took my results yesterday. everything happened. happy morning, sad night. my brother met with an accident on the day i took my results. nothing to say.
